What It's Really Meant...

By 1 MALAYSIA...
Today...around 1600...
i waited for like 15 minutes for a public bus..
when i was waiting...
i saw a Chinese man...
he was with an BLIND INDIAN man..
and the Chinese man was so caring
he even stop a taxi for that Indian Blind man...
i was like how good if everyone in Malaysia
can witness it....
and truly link it with the 1 Malaysia concept
but sweet thing don't last long...
after that..there's a van blocking in the middle of a
intersection road..
i was like...
"don't the driver have a brain?? or something??"
Yup...i realize...i was back to reality..
and again i remind myself i am in Malaysia..
yup..people don't do kindness everyday
okay till then

AWW-ING
V-LAINE
XOXO

FINISHED...

like seriously...
it just finished...
OMG...i still can't believe what i had just watch...
MY WHITE COLLAR...
It JUST FINISH...
yes..a 16 episode series tv show...
it just finished...
Oh DEAR...My dear
NEAL CAFFERY...i have to "gantung" for awhile..
ahhh....noooo WUUWUWWU...
yes...and GLEE is My new addiction..
OMG...Mr SHUE..
if my school DO have a teacher just like
MR SHUE...OMG...
i'm really gonna score that paper that he teaches..
whaahhaha
waht an AWESOME teacher...
yea..there's a BIG
NATURAL DISASTER that just hit JAPAN..
a 8.9 magnitude earth quake and a 10m high tsunami..
and now 3 of their nuclear plant had explode...
and causes the spread of radiation....through out the world..
OH...hope JAPAN WILL RECOVER FAST ENOUGH...

にほん がんばって!!
[japan gambateh!!]

till then

Japan-ING
V-LAINE
XOXO

Hope That You Guys DO Really Know...

Is Not that i don't want...
is just that time and the mood don't allowed me to do...
Is Not that i don't care..
is just that everything had been taken care...
Is Not that i don't talk...
is just that i DO talk but LESS...
Is Not that i don't hang out...
is just that i can't afford to....
Is Not that i don't get in..
is just that i can't really fit in now...
Is Not that i don't want to follow the steps..
is just that the pace is to fast for me..
Is Not that i don't stand a chance..
is just that i let it slip away...
Is Not that i don't text...
is just that my bills are increasing...
Is Not that i don't LOVE you guys...
is just that i don't have enough love to give away...
i know all those are just stupid reason i gave but
now that i miss you guys soo much that i feel too empty....
seriously...
i feel that I have BEEN REPLACE by someone...
someone that really suit to replace me...
is the feeling of jealous or "SHIT..i've missed out the good times"
we never made promises..if we do
is all those...UN-PURPOSE promises..
how i miss the time we spend together...
how i miss the time when we just get crazy and forget everything...
sometime i do really think that my decision are wrong..
sometimes i do really hope that i can turn back the time..
and spend more time with you guys...
i really hope that you guys DO really know
what I'm feeling..

FEEL-ING
V-LAINE
XOXO

DO or Not??

Oh Dear....
finish my exam...
finish my episode 14 of white collar...
finish my LOVE and OTHER DRUG...
yeah...what had i accomplish is just my entertainment part..
what I'm worry is my education...
oh Dear..
i don't really know why i choose Science Stream...
is a tough thing to do..
is a damn tough thing to take....
but what to do...is already too late to turn back...
yup...i can't turn back time...
if i meet the people from WAREHOUSE 13..
maybe i can...hahah
is already 15 minutes past 22..
and I'm still working on my history notes...
and damn i have tonnes haven't do...
just too much for me now..
but i still have to bare with it...for another 9 months i guess..
i can't really wait to leave the secondary
textbooks for good...but i still have to bare with it...
feel like killing somebody...now...
just everybody just put too much exception on me..
and i feel burden...
mom was like..
"you finish your revision??"
dad was like
"still infront of your computer??"
sis was like
"don't ever skip tuition"
as a student can't we have any entertainment thing going on??
like lively?? i really fell like dying..
i'm half dead now..
still my history notes is up there waiting for me..
till then..

Oh Dear..
V-LAINE
XOXO