Hope That You Guys DO Really Know...

Is Not that i don't want...
is just that time and the mood don't allowed me to do...
Is Not that i don't care..
is just that everything had been taken care...
Is Not that i don't talk...
is just that i DO talk but LESS...
Is Not that i don't hang out...
is just that i can't afford to....
Is Not that i don't get in..
is just that i can't really fit in now...
Is Not that i don't want to follow the steps..
is just that the pace is to fast for me..
Is Not that i don't stand a chance..
is just that i let it slip away...
Is Not that i don't text...
is just that my bills are increasing...
Is Not that i don't LOVE you guys...
is just that i don't have enough love to give away...
i know all those are just stupid reason i gave but
now that i miss you guys soo much that i feel too empty....
seriously...
i feel that I have BEEN REPLACE by someone...
someone that really suit to replace me...
is the feeling of jealous or "SHIT..i've missed out the good times"
we never made promises..if we do
is all those...UN-PURPOSE promises..
how i miss the time we spend together...
how i miss the time when we just get crazy and forget everything...
sometime i do really think that my decision are wrong..
sometimes i do really hope that i can turn back the time..
and spend more time with you guys...
i really hope that you guys DO really know
what I'm feeling..

FEEL-ING
V-LAINE
XOXO