Come clean

FICTION books is not all about
GORGEOUS HUNK..SIZZLING HOT BABES..
AND YES BRANDED STUFF...HOT SEX SCENE AND STUFF..
is about how the writer thinks about life in her/his ways..
it can be dull like a single but not available people hanging out at the club...
or it can be lively like a no single unavailable people hanging out at the club..
my dream of having a book shelf full with this kind of book
is currently in process...
people always believe that reading non-fiction book
is way more better than reading fiction book..
why?? is simple because
FICTION=FAKE..
NON-FICTION=NOT FAKE...
i'm having RACHEL GIBSON hockey series..
true love and other disaster...
is a nice book...
holiday left 6 days
i wonder if i can spend it nicely...haha...

FinISH!!!

finally...MID TERM is over!!!
but still my mother is still asking me to study...
i was like..
"mom...even though u ask me to go study...i can't absorb lar"
and guess what
i have end my relationship with THE PANDA..
really make me look like a poor kid...
yes...lack of sleep..
from STAR NEWSPAPER..
lack of sleepiness with effect your weight...
is not decrease ya noe....
yup..INCREASE...
because the metabolism rate is slowing down
due to lack of energy...
so i have a new reason to sleep..
haha..
obsessed with MICHAEL BUBLE...
i just don't know how a man can sing love songs..
as romantic as him..
seriously...i totally melt in his voice...
he just like..i don't know..
melted warm chocolate in a cold day..
or freezing ice-cream in a damn sunny day...
oh....nice..
gleeing...
and again...i'm obsessed with kurt's guy...
yess...DARREN CHRIS...aka BLAINE in glee..
he's just soo talented in sing..
especially in "silly love song" and...and..
"do you think i'm sexy..."..
OKAY
TILL THEN

FOOL-ING
V-LAINE
XOXO

Oh Dear...

long time since i post...
sorry..
i don't have much time...
and here i'm going to state a
OFFICIAL STATMENT
that 24 hours is not enough for me..
yea..past these few month....
i really live full of my days..
seriously...
and here i'm saying

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO MY DEAREST FRIEND
WHO HAD CELEBRATE HER
BIRTHDAY IN
APRIL!!!
ESPECIALLY U!!
KEI .... LOVE U MUCH!!!

mid term is coming..
problem is...i'm going to bangkok/pattaya!!
yes HOLIDAY!!! i really need a getaway!!
FRIENDS out there wait for some treast from your beloved V-laine
keke...
okay till then...i'l update ASAP!!

What It's Really Meant...

By 1 MALAYSIA...
Today...around 1600...
i waited for like 15 minutes for a public bus..
when i was waiting...
i saw a Chinese man...
he was with an BLIND INDIAN man..
and the Chinese man was so caring
he even stop a taxi for that Indian Blind man...
i was like how good if everyone in Malaysia
can witness it....
and truly link it with the 1 Malaysia concept
but sweet thing don't last long...
after that..there's a van blocking in the middle of a
intersection road..
i was like...
"don't the driver have a brain?? or something??"
Yup...i realize...i was back to reality..
and again i remind myself i am in Malaysia..
yup..people don't do kindness everyday
okay till then

AWW-ING
V-LAINE
XOXO

FINISHED...

like seriously...
it just finished...
OMG...i still can't believe what i had just watch...
MY WHITE COLLAR...
It JUST FINISH...
yes..a 16 episode series tv show...
it just finished...
Oh DEAR...My dear
NEAL CAFFERY...i have to "gantung" for awhile..
ahhh....noooo WUUWUWWU...
yes...and GLEE is My new addiction..
OMG...Mr SHUE..
if my school DO have a teacher just like
MR SHUE...OMG...
i'm really gonna score that paper that he teaches..
whaahhaha
waht an AWESOME teacher...
yea..there's a BIG
NATURAL DISASTER that just hit JAPAN..
a 8.9 magnitude earth quake and a 10m high tsunami..
and now 3 of their nuclear plant had explode...
and causes the spread of radiation....through out the world..
OH...hope JAPAN WILL RECOVER FAST ENOUGH...

にほん がんばって!!
[japan gambateh!!]

till then

Japan-ING
V-LAINE
XOXO

Hope That You Guys DO Really Know...

Is Not that i don't want...
is just that time and the mood don't allowed me to do...
Is Not that i don't care..
is just that everything had been taken care...
Is Not that i don't talk...
is just that i DO talk but LESS...
Is Not that i don't hang out...
is just that i can't afford to....
Is Not that i don't get in..
is just that i can't really fit in now...
Is Not that i don't want to follow the steps..
is just that the pace is to fast for me..
Is Not that i don't stand a chance..
is just that i let it slip away...
Is Not that i don't text...
is just that my bills are increasing...
Is Not that i don't LOVE you guys...
is just that i don't have enough love to give away...
i know all those are just stupid reason i gave but
now that i miss you guys soo much that i feel too empty....
seriously...
i feel that I have BEEN REPLACE by someone...
someone that really suit to replace me...
is the feeling of jealous or "SHIT..i've missed out the good times"
we never made promises..if we do
is all those...UN-PURPOSE promises..
how i miss the time we spend together...
how i miss the time when we just get crazy and forget everything...
sometime i do really think that my decision are wrong..
sometimes i do really hope that i can turn back the time..
and spend more time with you guys...
i really hope that you guys DO really know
what I'm feeling..

FEEL-ING
V-LAINE
XOXO

DO or Not??

Oh Dear....
finish my exam...
finish my episode 14 of white collar...
finish my LOVE and OTHER DRUG...
yeah...what had i accomplish is just my entertainment part..
what I'm worry is my education...
oh Dear..
i don't really know why i choose Science Stream...
is a tough thing to do..
is a damn tough thing to take....
but what to do...is already too late to turn back...
yup...i can't turn back time...
if i meet the people from WAREHOUSE 13..
maybe i can...hahah
is already 15 minutes past 22..
and I'm still working on my history notes...
and damn i have tonnes haven't do...
just too much for me now..
but i still have to bare with it...for another 9 months i guess..
i can't really wait to leave the secondary
textbooks for good...but i still have to bare with it...
feel like killing somebody...now...
just everybody just put too much exception on me..
and i feel burden...
mom was like..
"you finish your revision??"
dad was like
"still infront of your computer??"
sis was like
"don't ever skip tuition"
as a student can't we have any entertainment thing going on??
like lively?? i really fell like dying..
i'm half dead now..
still my history notes is up there waiting for me..
till then..

Oh Dear..
V-LAINE
XOXO